Who's Gonna Notice// life according to // ME
A N N I E a n k n e e s e a
Information
Goes By// Annie, Annie C, An-knee, Nette, Toinette, Toni
The Real Thing// Antoinette Cope
D.o.B// 11-16-87
Age// 17
Class// o5'
Location// Sunny San Diego
Status// Happily Taken
Song//
Contact
AIM// tooBADimBROWN
Email// ankneeSEE@hotmail.com

September
Beats the Crap outtah me
October
1 - Homecoming Game
2 - Homecoming Dance
6 - 1 whole month...
9 - Poway Preview
23- Scripps Ranch
30- Mt. Carmel
Next month...
3 - Kev's Birthday
6 - Chino
13- Vista
14- Chris's Birthday
16- My Birthday
20- Arcadia Archives
11/30/2003 - 12/07/2003 / 12/07/2003 - 12/14/2003 / 12/14/2003 - 12/21/2003 / 12/21/2003 - 12/28/2003 / 12/28/2003 - 01/04/2004 / 01/04/2004 - 01/11/2004 / 01/11/2004 - 01/18/2004 / 01/18/2004 - 01/25/2004 / 01/25/2004 - 02/01/2004 / 02/01/2004 - 02/08/2004 / 02/08/2004 - 02/15/2004 / 02/15/2004 - 02/22/2004 / 02/22/2004 - 02/29/2004 / 02/29/2004 - 03/07/2004 / 03/07/2004 - 03/14/2004 / 03/14/2004 - 03/21/2004 / 03/28/2004 - 04/04/2004 / 04/04/2004 - 04/11/2004 / 04/11/2004 - 04/18/2004 / 04/18/2004 - 04/25/2004 / 04/25/2004 - 05/02/2004 / 05/02/2004 - 05/09/2004 / 05/09/2004 - 05/16/2004 / 05/16/2004 - 05/23/2004 / 05/23/2004 - 05/30/2004 / 05/30/2004 - 06/06/2004 / 06/06/2004 - 06/13/2004 / 06/13/2004 - 06/20/2004 / 06/20/2004 - 06/27/2004 / 06/27/2004 - 07/04/2004 / 07/04/2004 - 07/11/2004 / 07/11/2004 - 07/18/2004 / 07/18/2004 - 07/25/2004 / 07/25/2004 - 08/01/2004 / 08/01/2004 - 08/08/2004 / 08/08/2004 - 08/15/2004 / 08/15/2004 - 08/22/2004 / 08/22/2004 - 08/29/2004 / 08/29/2004 - 09/05/2004 / 09/05/2004 - 09/12/2004 / 09/12/2004 - 09/19/2004 / 09/19/2004 - 09/26/2004 / 09/26/2004 - 10/03/2004 / 10/03/2004 - 10/10/2004 / 10/10/2004 - 10/17/2004 / 10/17/2004 - 10/24/2004 / 10/24/2004 - 10/31/2004 / 10/31/2004 - 11/07/2004 / 11/07/2004 - 11/14/2004 / 11/14/2004 - 11/21/2004 / 11/21/2004 - 11/28/2004 / 11/28/2004 - 12/05/2004 / 12/05/2004 - 12/12/2004 / 12/12/2004 - 12/19/2004 / 12/19/2004 - 12/26/2004 / 01/02/2005 - 01/09/2005 / 01/09/2005 - 01/16/2005 / 01/16/2005 - 01/23/2005 / 01/23/2005 - 01/30/2005 / 01/30/2005 - 02/06/2005 / 02/06/2005 - 02/13/2005 / 02/13/2005 - 02/20/2005 / 02/20/2005 - 02/27/2005 / 02/27/2005 - 03/06/2005 / 03/06/2005 - 03/13/2005 / 03/13/2005 - 03/20/2005 / 03/27/2005 - 04/03/2005 / 04/03/2005 - 04/10/2005 / 04/24/2005 - 05/01/2005 / 06/26/2005 - 07/03/2005 /

Read Up
//Agnes
//Aileen
//Allen
//Amando
//Amando Xanga
//Ariel
//Arvin
//Ben
//Brian
//Charlene
//Cheryl's Xanga
//Cheryl
//Chris P
//Chris U
//Christian
//Clare
//Curt
//Daffodil
//Dawn
//Dyna
//Erika
//Felicia
//Floyd
//Francine
//Gabby
//Gennipher
//Idelle
//J Lo
//Jamey
//Jackie
//Jacqui
//Jasmine
//Jorelyn
//Kirstin
//Kristine
//Mai
//Marianne
//Marlon
//Meg
//Micheal
//Mya
//Nicole
//Paul Nathan
//Phil
//Rachel N
//Rachel P
//Rachelle
//Raffy
//Rhea
//Rich
//Rosemarie
//Sammie
//Scott
//Sarah
//Stephanie
//Sybil
//Tiffany
//Trish

//Joleine,Kara,Rachelle, Allen
//Clare, Teresa, Etc.
//Allen and Rachelle
//Sammy and Hannah

Music
//The All American Rejects
//The Ataris
//Blink 182
//Copeland
//Daphne Loves Derby
//Days Away
//Fall Out Boy
//Hoobastank
//Incubus
//The Juliana Theory
//Linkin Park
//Mae
//Matchbook Romance
//Moneen
//New Found Glory
//NoWayOut
//Rufio
//Slow Coming Day
//Something Corporate
//Story of the Year
//Sugarcult
//The Working Title
//Yellowcard
these are just some of my musical favorites

Educational
//Google
//MCHS
//Learning Point
//MCHS Band

Saturday, October 16, 2004
8:06 AM

I trust you...

First things first... i have to say sorry to Chris... Sorry for ever doubting you, I love you.

Well, now that i've done that i guess i should get on with this thing. I made a mistake yesterday... well it was really a mistake that's been running on for quiet a while. I questioned a lot of things that were happening and that were being said and i based it all off of nothing. I was being ridiculous and i let little things bother me when i shouldn't have. But dispite how stupid i feel and shit, i'm kinda glad i had my speculations... because, as cheesy as it sounds, i learned from it. I know what not to do now and not only that, i got some validation on things that i really needed to.

Taking Back Sunday
On thursday i went to the Taking Back Sunday Concert with Rachel, Steve-O, Kolsing, and Marissa (Eric Kolsing's girl). We stopped by Sombreros with them and grabbed a bite to eat. It was so much fun hanging out with those kids. It was my first time ever hanging out with them outside of the workplace and/or a party. I drove Rach while Eric drove marissa and steve o. We got seperated on the drive to Soma and we didn't see them the rest of the night. Rachel stayed out of the mosh while Matchbook romance played... we wanted to save out energy. haha.

We went in for Fall Out Boy. Fall out boy was awesome, they were great. I even moshed a little and i never get the urge to mosh. It was fun shit. During the show somebody was crowd surfing and the girl or guy next to me raised their arm to push, but the person had horrible aim and went up the side of my face and popped out my plug.... my blue ones that i love to play with... DAMN IT... thats a good $10 gone. I left 3/4s of a way through their set. I got pushed out of my spot cause i moved to let a girl out and then after i lost it i just decided to screw it and leave.

I walked around with rachel for a little while cause i somehow found her super easy when i went to the lobby. We hung out and talked in this Air Conditioned room. Then TBS was doing sound check so we decided to go back to the main stage area.

I helped Rachel get a spot on the stairs and then i went back into the pit. It was fun getting up there i pushed my way up really easily. And the pit was really moveable and stuff. I ended up on the gate in the front after half of TBS's set, which was pretty damn awesome. Some guys behind me kept holding my hands in the air and talking to me during the concert. I just figured it wasn't a big deal, and it wasn't, very kopasetic. It was actually really funny, after the concert was over we all just went our seperate ways (nothing new). TBS was amazing! Their set was SOOO great. They sound really fucking good live and Adam (lead singer) goes off on stage! it was siick. Pretty fucking amazing. WHen the whole thing was over, encore and all, the crowd loosened up and i got outtah the pit.

I figured i would see Rachel at the car cause i wasn't seeing her inside. I went to the merch table and got to the counter. I pulled out my money from my pocket and it was literally dripping with sweat... This is how the conversation went witht he merch guy...
Annie: Hey can i get the green shirt in a youth. Thanx
Merch: Ohh yea, right on. 14 dollars.
[I hand him the wet money]
Merch: Doode, thats fucking disgusting
Annie: Hey, moneys money! I'll give u a tip...
It was pretty damn funny. I was really that wet and disgusting. I took my car beeper out of my pocket and i was scared that it was broken from being so wet. I was soooo sweaty that i could ring out the sweat in my hair... hahaha. yea it was good stuff. Rachel and i drove back and we stopped by a shell so i could change. It's a good thing i had a bunch of extra clothes in the back of my car. Then we went to Wendy's and got some Chicken Nuggets. We sat in the wendy's parking lot and ate and talked. it was fun. I went to her house and we talked outside in my truck for a little while and then i drove myself home. It was pretty fucking awesome.



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Putting It Down

Thursday, October 14, 2004
4:20 PM

Crackin down...

Into your heart I'll beat again
Sweet like candy to my soul
Sweet you rock,
And sweet you roll
Lost for you, I'm so lost for you

Oh, and you come crash into me
And I come into you
And I come into you
In a boy's dream
In a boy's dream

Touch your lips just so I know
In your eyes, love, it glows so
I'm bare-boned and crazy... for you.
//dave matthew's band - crash into me

So where to begin. I guess i will apologize for not blogging for quite a while. I guess i've been to preoccupied as well as occupied with things that are going on. the schedule just seems so busy nowa days. It's hard to keep up.

Well just lately my parents decided to crack down, hence the title. On monday i called in to tell them that i was studying at Barnes and Noble and that i was almost done and i was going to watch a movie before going home... They freaked and had me come home immediately. They lectured me about how i dont come home and how often i'm out. They told me that if it weren't due to my car i would be home more often. If i didn't start lightening up on going out, they would take away my car. They also threatened to kick me out of the house. There's a part of me that wouldn't mind as long as i get to keep my car... But i dont want to take the chance. They gave me a schedule to live by, go to school, go home immediately, go to work, and go home immediately. Thats it. I was devistated, naturally, cause they were taking away my life. They don't know that i have a boyfriend, they don't know how much my friends mean to me, they don't know how much i hate this house i live it... well anyway, i was pretty fucking mad and sad cause i thought this meant the end of me and chris spending time together. I was honestly really scared that this would change things between me and him, that was probably the big reason why i was crying... okay, it was the big reason.

I mean, imagine seeing someone everyday and spending time with someone everyday single day. Caring for that person and them caring back and having mutual feelings, all in all. Wanting to spend every minute with that person just because you feel that comfortable around them. Remembering every second that flies by because you know that it means something... Then having all of those feelings taken away... Yea, thats all i could think of for a while.

So that night Rachel was having her own problems and i didn't want to be all alone so i invited her over. When she came to the door she could tell something was up. So we talked and stuff and she talked some sense into me. She brought up some very valid points and made me feel so much better. She told me what she was preoccupied with and gave her my view point. A lot of what she was saying seemed very similar to an ex of mine, so it made sense that i was around. So the whole night we hung out, we even went to Stater Bros to get Top Ramen. Then she left around 11:30 cause i was tired. I talked on the phone with Chris and we decided that i would go over to his house in the morning.

The New Schedule...

So instead of sleeping in i wake up early and go to Chris's house to see him and spend time with him... I guess i'd do anything just to be able to spend a few mins with him. I do this every morning now. I have to admit, i get a little sleepy during classes and stuff, but i think its worth it. Anyway, i dunno there are pros and cons to the whole "come home right after school thing". I'm still able to see chris everyday and i still talk to him on the phone and online. I'm still able to invite Rach over and anyone else if i want. I'm able to finish my HW cause i have nothing better to do. I'm able to sleep earlier because i get my HW done earlier too. And with that my parents are on my case way less. i dunno, i guess this is okay... i'm dealing with my mom and her bullshit more often, cause i'm always here and shes always here... i usually sit here infront of the computer or in my room to avoid her yelling and crap. but yea... thats one of the huge negatives.

I dunno... but thats been a big change so far. ehh whatever.





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Putting It Down