Who's Gonna Notice// life according to // ME
A N N I E a n k n e e s e a
Information
Goes By// Annie, Annie C, An-knee, Nette, Toinette, Toni
The Real Thing// Antoinette Cope
D.o.B// 11-16-87
Age// 17
Class// o5'
Location// Sunny San Diego
Status// Happily Taken
Song//
Contact
AIM// tooBADimBROWN
Email// ankneeSEE@hotmail.com

September
Beats the Crap outtah me
October
1 - Homecoming Game
2 - Homecoming Dance
6 - 1 whole month...
9 - Poway Preview
23- Scripps Ranch
30- Mt. Carmel
Next month...
3 - Kev's Birthday
6 - Chino
13- Vista
14- Chris's Birthday
16- My Birthday
20- Arcadia Archives
11/30/2003 - 12/07/2003 / 12/07/2003 - 12/14/2003 / 12/14/2003 - 12/21/2003 / 12/21/2003 - 12/28/2003 / 12/28/2003 - 01/04/2004 / 01/04/2004 - 01/11/2004 / 01/11/2004 - 01/18/2004 / 01/18/2004 - 01/25/2004 / 01/25/2004 - 02/01/2004 / 02/01/2004 - 02/08/2004 / 02/08/2004 - 02/15/2004 / 02/15/2004 - 02/22/2004 / 02/22/2004 - 02/29/2004 / 02/29/2004 - 03/07/2004 / 03/07/2004 - 03/14/2004 / 03/14/2004 - 03/21/2004 / 03/28/2004 - 04/04/2004 / 04/04/2004 - 04/11/2004 / 04/11/2004 - 04/18/2004 / 04/18/2004 - 04/25/2004 / 04/25/2004 - 05/02/2004 / 05/02/2004 - 05/09/2004 / 05/09/2004 - 05/16/2004 / 05/16/2004 - 05/23/2004 / 05/23/2004 - 05/30/2004 / 05/30/2004 - 06/06/2004 / 06/06/2004 - 06/13/2004 / 06/13/2004 - 06/20/2004 / 06/20/2004 - 06/27/2004 / 06/27/2004 - 07/04/2004 / 07/04/2004 - 07/11/2004 / 07/11/2004 - 07/18/2004 / 07/18/2004 - 07/25/2004 / 07/25/2004 - 08/01/2004 / 08/01/2004 - 08/08/2004 / 08/08/2004 - 08/15/2004 / 08/15/2004 - 08/22/2004 / 08/22/2004 - 08/29/2004 / 08/29/2004 - 09/05/2004 / 09/05/2004 - 09/12/2004 / 09/12/2004 - 09/19/2004 / 09/19/2004 - 09/26/2004 / 09/26/2004 - 10/03/2004 / 10/03/2004 - 10/10/2004 / 10/10/2004 - 10/17/2004 / 10/17/2004 - 10/24/2004 / 10/24/2004 - 10/31/2004 / 10/31/2004 - 11/07/2004 / 11/07/2004 - 11/14/2004 / 11/14/2004 - 11/21/2004 / 11/21/2004 - 11/28/2004 / 11/28/2004 - 12/05/2004 / 12/05/2004 - 12/12/2004 / 12/12/2004 - 12/19/2004 / 12/19/2004 - 12/26/2004 / 01/02/2005 - 01/09/2005 / 01/09/2005 - 01/16/2005 / 01/16/2005 - 01/23/2005 / 01/23/2005 - 01/30/2005 / 01/30/2005 - 02/06/2005 / 02/06/2005 - 02/13/2005 / 02/13/2005 - 02/20/2005 / 02/20/2005 - 02/27/2005 / 02/27/2005 - 03/06/2005 / 03/06/2005 - 03/13/2005 / 03/13/2005 - 03/20/2005 / 03/27/2005 - 04/03/2005 / 04/03/2005 - 04/10/2005 / 04/24/2005 - 05/01/2005 / 06/26/2005 - 07/03/2005 /

Read Up
//Agnes
//Aileen
//Allen
//Amando
//Amando Xanga
//Ariel
//Arvin
//Ben
//Brian
//Charlene
//Cheryl's Xanga
//Cheryl
//Chris P
//Chris U
//Christian
//Clare
//Curt
//Daffodil
//Dawn
//Dyna
//Erika
//Felicia
//Floyd
//Francine
//Gabby
//Gennipher
//Idelle
//J Lo
//Jamey
//Jackie
//Jacqui
//Jasmine
//Jorelyn
//Kirstin
//Kristine
//Mai
//Marianne
//Marlon
//Meg
//Micheal
//Mya
//Nicole
//Paul Nathan
//Phil
//Rachel N
//Rachel P
//Rachelle
//Raffy
//Rhea
//Rich
//Rosemarie
//Sammie
//Scott
//Sarah
//Stephanie
//Sybil
//Tiffany
//Trish

//Joleine,Kara,Rachelle, Allen
//Clare, Teresa, Etc.
//Allen and Rachelle
//Sammy and Hannah

Music
//The All American Rejects
//The Ataris
//Blink 182
//Copeland
//Daphne Loves Derby
//Days Away
//Fall Out Boy
//Hoobastank
//Incubus
//The Juliana Theory
//Linkin Park
//Mae
//Matchbook Romance
//Moneen
//New Found Glory
//NoWayOut
//Rufio
//Slow Coming Day
//Something Corporate
//Story of the Year
//Sugarcult
//The Working Title
//Yellowcard
these are just some of my musical favorites

Educational
//Google
//MCHS
//Learning Point
//MCHS Band

Tuesday, March 29, 2005
10:07 PM

"Since U Been Gone"

Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since U Been Gone

You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah Yeah
Since U Been Gone

And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But Since U Been Gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since U Been Gone

How can I put it? you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since U Been Gone

How come I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way

But Since U Been Gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
Since U Been Gone

You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

Since U Been Gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get
I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get
I get what I want
Since U Been Gone
Since U Been Gone
Since U Been Gone
I'm really feeling some of the lyrics in this song... i'm glad that the majority of the lyrics don't apply... but i hear those few that are bolded and i can't help but understand them. It hurts to tell someone I love that I love them with all my heart and that I would do anything for them. I explain how much they mean to me and elaborate on the words "I Love You" whenever i get the chance... Yes, Love has a huge connotation, but people take the word so lightly that sometimes just a little validation will make it all worth while. One of the lyrics in the song is "How come i never hear you say, I just want to be with you, I guess you never felt that way..." those ones hit close to home... I know i feel it, i know he loves me, but assuming only goes so far. I want to know exactly how he feels for me, exactly how much i mean to him and just how much he loves me... but i never receive that back... not in that way. I get "I Love You"s but it seems those only come when it has to be returned. I miss the days when he would write on a piece of napkin "i love you" or when i would say "I Love You" at a random moment, he would say i love you too. It's like, i don't understand why he can't just say what he feels. Does he not feel the same about me too? He says that he shows it by spending all his time with me, and i know that... I see that he devotes a lot of time to me, that shows so much, but i devote the same amount of time, and i'm always willing to give up time for him... I also give up a lot more and i show him i love him through every facet i can find... I don't see why he'd rather see me cry over something like this when he can just make me feel wanted and make me feel loved. He doesn't have to show it to the world, he can just show it to me. A simple I love you, at random makes me the happiest girl in the world. A letter sharing his feelings with me, can make me cry tears of happiness. Just the phrase "You make me happy" could give me a smile that would last a lifetime. I don't understand why it's so hard to reciprocate what i give to him. It hurts. I know he loves me, but does he love me like i love him? I know he loves me, but a little validation could just strengthen what we have, make me less insecure, and make me so much happier.



An-Knee Sea | 10:07 PM|

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